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Here
is something from my archives...hope you enjoy..

Mother
Dark



Come into my darkness,

let the raven kiss your virgin lips~

lips that have only tasted my womb of light.

Come now, dance within my darkness.



No flowers bright and fragrant,

no sweet songs of birds to lull you into inner peace,

no, mine is the nightshade, the numbing Belladonna,

it's bitterness taking your last breath.

And my birds sing a different song,

a song of death, destruction, rot.

Look into my eyes, do you fear to see my other side?

Does your breath catch and hold as you spiral down~

Down into my abyss, into a place you fear to go?



Mine is the black bird glutted on flesh.

Mine is the bitches with fire in their eyes.

Mine is the body ridged and foul.

Mine is the blackness of the moon.

Mine is revenge, war, death and destruction.

Mine is the weighing of your heart.

Mine is your fate, cut and sealed.



I am your demons that lurk just beneath the surface of that thin light.

I hold the ocean of blood, the darkness of the abyss is mine...chaos!

You know my names...

and in truth you know my darkness.

I am unavoidable.

No hinding place, not even in the light.

Eventually you all come into my darkness,

into my womb-tomb.



I am all that you hide from,

all that you are afraid to face.

I am the sucker of your breath,

the stiller of your heart,

the washer of your soul.

But in the end, it matters not...

You will all face me...

Better it be in knowledge and acceptance.

For I am...

Even though some refuse to see...

I am...

©October,
2008~DarkAngel_BlackWings~
all rights reserved

aw *huggles*

awww things will get better ^.^

I've been doing fine as well, thank you. Nothing interesting has really come up for the new year yet, bored as usual. Except that I am going to New York soon for family; I'm going to become the godmother of my nephew and my older brother is the godfather. The funny thing is that I'm considered Christian (though I have taken like to other things lately) and my brother is Atheist... so, how does fit with the Catholic view? Ha, ha... I find it ironic, don't ya think? Anyways, what'cha been up to lately?

umm pretty well ^^ and yourslef ? ^^

'Allo! Long time no 'speak' (ha, ha - stupid joke), how are you?

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Knowing...

Darkness covers the tortured soul like a blanket of cold ice and snow.

No knowing where to go.

Lost into the seas of madness, demons possessing what's within.

Not knowing where to begin.

Tears stream down like rain on a sunny day.

Not knowing what to say.

Feeling hopeless as the levels of sanity slip away into the big, black void of pain.

Not knowing what is sane.

Feeling the soul's heart crush like someone crumpling up a soda can only to be thrown away.

Now knowing what dismay.

Choking on the thoughts with words to express what path is worn and abused.

Now knowing who is confused.

Death and rebitrh to a new life only to find eternal sleep and dreams.

Always knowing it is not what it seems.

Reaching out to the moon to seek guidance to the Goddess who always knows.

Always...knowing what she knows.

- Vampire Wannabe (10/12/09)

Knowing.....



Darkness covers the tortured soul like a blanket of cold ice and snow.

Not knowing where to go.

Lost into the seas of madness, demons possessing what's within.

Not knowing where to begin.

Tears stream down like rain on a sunny day.

Now knowing what to say.



Feeling hopeless as the levels of sanity slip away into the big, black void of pain.

Not knowing what is sane.

Feeling the soul's heart crush like someone crumpling up a soda can only to be thrown away.

Now knowing what dismay.

Choking on the thoughts with words to express what path is worn and abused.

Now knowing who is really confused.



Death and rebirth to a new life only to find eternal sleep and dreams.

Always knowing it is not what it seems.

Reaching out to the moon to seek guidance to the Goddess who always knows.

Always...knowing what she shows.



-Vampire Wannabe (12/10/09)

Alright. for you, i will =]

Grueling, but fascinating enough. I definatly had a few new experiences. I've lived in the country most of my life so the city was a bit overwhelming =] 

That'll be fun. I hope you're able. My best wishes as always.

Yes, being this way has it's affects on the masses, but it's something you'll either learn to accept or you could simply deny the way you are. Thank you and you as well =]

What's new? lets see. I may be going back to Vegas with a boy named Dustin Stevens. He got stoned at our house and asked me to marry him XD i thought it was hell-arious. He's been chasing me since, but seeing as i'm not exactly single he doesn't stand a chance. Yes, I'm still involved with my boss. I broke up with my Fiance, Brad. That was interesting. Somehow, I'm not affected by it. I went to jail again three days before Thanksgiving for shitty ass charges. I blew one tenth under the legal limit and went in for an M.I.P. Two other kids in the car blew numbers and didn't go to jail simply because the officer knew me. Fucking Dekert. I managed to burn half of my face off the night before Thanksgiving. I'm alright though. Third degree burns heal nicely and I've found myself actually fascinated by the minor disfuguration. charming hu? and you?