sweetmelli
HI EVERYONE I AM BACK! I JUST GOT BACK FROM TENNESSEE , HAD A AWESOME TIME!
sweetmelli
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Location:
Japan
Last Login:
June 29, 2010
Member Since:
April 11, 2010
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Movies
ANYTHING HORROR, AND SOME COMEDY! I
Interests
SINGING , DANCING, WRITING POETRY, AND MUSIC! WALKING AROUND EXPLORING IN THE WOODS! SMOKING MARIJUANA TO RELAX MY SOUL! MEDITATEING, YOGA
Music
THE DOORS, MARILYN MANSON ,METALLICA, DISTURBED, NIRVANA, GREEN DAY, EVANESANCE , SLIP KNOT, CRISS ANGEL, KORN , AND MANY MORE
Groups
juggaloes and juggalets!
juggaloes and juggalets!
well if your ahomie for life you know where you bellong.lol.icp for life.
Founded on May 12, 2010 with 11 members..
The Dark Pagan
The Dark Pagan
The art of Dark Paganism is the vast knowledge all those in the light fail to see.
Founded on May 11, 2010 with 14 members..
I ♥ Zombies
I ♥ Zombies
If you ♥ zombies than this is the group for you
Founded on May 8, 2010 with 57 members..
The Awakening
The Awakening
Dive in to the unknown, discover the truth and free your mind. Unlimited potential, unlimited possibilities.
Founded on April 23, 2010 with 49 members..
Last FM
Last FM
Welcome to your music universe
Founded on April 19, 2010 with 59 members..
About Me
I LIKE RAIN , THUNDERSTORMS, AND MAGIC! I LIKE ROCK , METAL , PUNK , AND GOTH! I AM WITH SOMEONE BUT WE HAVE A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP! ON AGAIN OFF AGAIN! I AM PAGAN! I LIKE PAGAN HOLIDAYS!I LIKE VAMPIRES AND ZOMBIES AND THE EARTH AND SKY! I LIKE TO SING , DANCE AND WRITE POETRY!I LIKE TO WALK THROUGH THE WOODS AND SIT AND MEDITATE! I AM EASY GOING AND FUN , BUT I CAN BE MEAN ALSO! I LIKE REAL PEOPLE , NOT POSERS ! I LIKE PEOPLE WHO ARENT AFRAID TO LOOK WITHIN THEIRSELVES AS WELL AS OTHERS! I LIKE EXOTIC FOOD FROM OTHER COUNTRYS! I LIKE WICCAN , BOOKS AND DIFFERENT WORLD RELIGIUON BOOKS ! I LIKE TO EXPLORE DIFFERENT OPINIONS!
Who I'd Like to Meet
HOUDINI IF HE WAS ALIVE!JIM MORRISON IF HE WAS ALIVE! JIUM MORRISON THE GREATEST POET , AND SONG WRITER! HOUDINI, JIM MORRISON, CRISS ANGEL
Updates
sweetmelli HI EVERYONE I AM BACK! I JUST GOT BACK FROM TENNESSEE , HAD A AWESOME TIME!
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June 29, 2010 9:22 pm
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sweetmelli added a new comment on gothicvamp19's profile.
Its ok I will survive! and how r u?
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June 16, 2010 10:40 am
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gothicvamp19
gothicvamp19 wrote...
I feel resurrected from the grave
June 16, 2010
sweetmelli added a new comment on gothicvamp19's profile.
Im doing good , despite my bpyfriend didnt buy me nothing!not a card or anything!
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June 16, 2010 10:35 am
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gothicvamp19
gothicvamp19 wrote...
maybe he doesn't love you really thats what I think of it
June 16, 2010
sweetmelli added a new comment on gothicvamp19's profile.
aww, how sweet thank you sweetie!
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June 16, 2010 10:30 am
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gothicvamp19
gothicvamp19 wrote...
you're welcome, how are you today?
June 16, 2010
sweetmelli added a new comment on xX_Sweet_Cyanide_Xx's profile.
I am excellent!thanks for asking! I like ur hair !do u fix it yourself?Its really pretty!
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June 16, 2010 10:06 am
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sweetmelli Todays my B-day! I am 33 today!Wow I am old! But feel young! lol!Which is a good thing!
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June 16, 2010 10:04 am
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gothicvamp19
gothicvamp19 wrote...
happy birthday my dear!
June 16, 2010
sweetmelli added a new comment on xX_Sweet_Cyanide_Xx's profile.
HI HOW R U TODAY?
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June 10, 2010 8:42 pm
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sweetmelli DID ANYONE SEE WWE LAST NIGHT? THAT WAS F***ED UP WHAT THE NXT ROOKIES DID TO EVERYONE!
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June 10, 2010 8:32 pm
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sweetmelli added a new comment on gothicvamp19's profile.
This guy I am not saying any names approached me yesterday , and was saying ur a devil worshipper if ur pagan!I was like pissed because, my religion, has nothing to do with satan!
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June 9, 2010 12:50 am
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Aquilus Domini
Aquilus Domini wrote...
there's always a nut out there who thinks anything non-christian is evil. if it is indeed a christer, just remind him that his religion has caused more death and hate than all the pagan faiths combined, that usually messes with their brains for a bit. you could also say that judaism/christianity/i... View More
June 9, 2010
sweetmelli Why do people always judge others? I judge no one!
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June 8, 2010 11:46 pm
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gothicvamp19
gothicvamp19 wrote...
because they're stupid and want attention
June 8, 2010
Vampmind
Vampmind wrote...
Agree.Life is so sweet and delicious without jugement.Everything is easier and lighter.Every look on different pqople is a new point of view,every personality is a new flavor.We all know that some flavors are less tasty than others,but so what?At least you tried and tasted.Jugement toward others is ... View More
June 9, 2010
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Comments
draven wrote at July 29, 2010
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Hi there hows it going?

draven
xX_Sweet_Cyanide_Xx wrote at June 23, 2010
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Awesome :D and yes I do my hair myself lol x

xX_Sweet_Cyanide_Xx
xX_Sweet_Cyanide_Xx wrote at June 11, 2010
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Hello, not too bad ta, you? Smile x
xX_Sweet_Cyanide_Xx
draven wrote at June 7, 2010
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Yeah cheech and chong is cool! i watched them all the time haha
draven
GothicBfly wrote at May 28, 2010
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Just stopped by to say "HI!" Hope all is well with you.
GothicBfly
Ratz wrote at May 15, 2010
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Thanx for choosing a rodent as a friend . . Smile ! . . . ~~(@)"> . . . ~~O">
Ratz
DaveDoom51 wrote at May 14, 2010
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After reading your latest two, and at the risk of seeming to compete, I wanted to share this with you...It was written for one I love but seems as if it might take place in a world you also go to....or to one where rain-man takes you perhaps????



Tah-Shee-Nah


Standing alone, no one around...
Place out of time with what surrounds
it...
Sitting upon sweet hallowed ground...
She wonders why no one has found
it.

How long ago, how many ages...
Who's in charge, who turns the pages?
What rules apply when majik dictates...
Those who enter, and those left to wait?

She passes through some kind of membrane...
Some ancient spell left to dismay...
Those who hate; cruel heartless wretches...
Those who reek of man's decay.

Tashina finds herself engrossed...
Past images and other ghosts...
Leave her as she switches planes...
Embracing majik once again.

She bathes away her worldly cares...
In crystal waters from the lake...
Sighing as her soul relaxes...
Careful to give more than she takes.

Sleeping in the sun's embrace...
A smile appears upon her face...
A fleeting tear shed for the past...
She knows that tear will be her last.

A velvet touch disturbs her rest...
Familiar scent invades her mind...
Soft images of crimson nights...
Moonlight and her heart entwined.

Familiar presence felt not seen...
The one who makes her feel eighteen...
One who finds her when she's sleeping...
To take her soul into his keeping.

Spirit lover, her beloved...
The one who comes from in-between.
Caressing her, he's all to real...
Here in this land of tranquil dreams.

She awakens, can this be real...
Her lover's form at last revealed?...
He takes her in his arms again...
Gives her passion....
.........takes her pain.


Together forever in this magic land...
Embracing eternity, hand in hand.




© July, 2008 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved



For Tashina in celebration of her heritage and her spirit....and in hopes she will return to this place in the sun!


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There is a companion piece to this poem...."Dreams from the lake"....it shows how an empowered woman with majik knows how to deal with abusers. Keep yer chin up, and make this the last day you take abuse, Melli!
DaveDoom51
DaveDoom51 wrote at May 14, 2010
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Hey, Melli....I read your prose.......I enjoyed the imagery and the tone very much....a fantasy lover who takes yer pain??? Sounds intense ! Thank you for sharing Smile
DaveDoom51
Wanderlust Otaku Maniakku wrote at May 14, 2010
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Yw, glad I could help... need anything just ask ^^
Wanderlust Otaku Maniakku
RawHead wrote at May 14, 2010
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Greetings--Thnx for the Add.
RawHead
Wanderlust Otaku Maniakku wrote at May 14, 2010
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to name a few

http://www.playlist.com/

http://listen.grooveshark.com/
Wanderlust Otaku Maniakku
draven wrote at May 14, 2010
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Yeah,The doctor put me on some antibotics and some pain meds.said that would do the trick, i hope so there was a week i only got 40 mins of sleep that whole week haha.but last night i slept like a baby haha,hope i do that again tonight!!!!!!!!!.Also thanks for the friends request Wink
draven
draven wrote at May 14, 2010
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Yeah I finally got some sleep last night! the pain went away for now...Pain is not cool! not sleeping is not cool Wink
draven
DaveDoom51 wrote at May 13, 2010
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I am so damn EMO tonight....well, be that as it is, I wrote this for a very dear friend when things were serious in her life and I thought I was powerless......... I simply wanted to post this to relieve my weakness...... I hope it touches you as it does me....


Disease



Pain extends beyond my soul, my awful thoughts persist....
Emotion raging inside of me, I am helpless to resist.
This fucking life confuses me, I cannot withstand the pain...
Deep inside of me, my desperate hope, hopelessly begins again.

This roller coaster so cold and cruel, my ticket indelibly stamped...
I didn't pay this awful fare, evil legions are encamped...
Around my stricken heart, they roam...
Salvation's price so necessary...your joyous return home.

The lips through which I wait to hear, I am so fucking scared....
The hopeful words to release my soul, from the agony we have shared.



©July, 2007 ~DaveDoom51~all rights reserved





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Wanderlust Otaku Maniakku wrote at May 11, 2010
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Hello.. thanks for adding me ^^
Wanderlust Otaku Maniakku
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