Disgust courses through my veins at the filthy weakness that dwells inside of me
Shrivelling with the unwanted pain, the desire to destroy everything I see
A reptile, a vulture, a carrion creature of unbridled torment
Unhinged by the careless words hissed, bestowing mental torture
A razorblade gives me the solace I seek
Granting me the feeling of freedom, but not for long

In my dreams I slice my throat, and rend this world to silence
Slumber gifts the release for my s... Read More

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Closed doors

I walk through a maze whith noone around.
All around me i see doors.
I open a door.
I walk in.

I find a path.
I walk the path.
I turn around and see a wall.
I touch the wall.

Breaks down.
And opens a maze.
A maze of Ligths.
I walk onward.

I see Toombstones.
I touch the toombstones.
I read the text.
I cry.

I walk on.
I see a ligth.
I go on to the ligth.
A shadow closes in on me.
I see death and de... Read More

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An angelic beauty spoke with serpents tongue
But her whispered innocence to the mind it clung
Entangled in her web so tightly spun
With sweetest words she sang her sirens song
And love bloomed when first kiss was shared
In darkened rooms where flesh was bared
Shadows grew in thought and hung
But with all things said and done
The song had still been sung

Listening to unbroken silence and staring at a cloud filled sky
Through once misted windows and through... Read More

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Firing, a bullet embeds itself inside your head
Skull fragments cascade to the muddy ground
In ecstacy i watch the blood pour down your angelic face
Dripping crimson, your breathless body tumbles down

Tearing layers of silken cloth to expose what hides beneath
Your tempting naked flesh, so pure, so smooth, now freed
Your dying fits give me such joy, my love
My muscles tighten with the built up lust

Writhing and lashing your body spasms hard
How splendidl... Read More

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As I drift from day to day
I am a wayward soul lost
In a mainstream socity

I am who I am I stay true
To myself but there is noone
I am utterly alone I feel as
If I'm going to kill everyone

I huddle in the darkness
Shut everyone out there not
Like me they are diffreant
I can't stand it anymore

My mind is imploding on itself
I'm indifferant to everything all
Around me I don't feel a thing
I am numb I want to scream

But I can no... Read More

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