i always try with people and take their advice. when i do and it all goes to shit a get blamed even if it wasnt my fault, i love my family but they shouldnt blame everything on me i had a bad year last year and loadsa shit happened but am still here and kinda strong.....but the strong in me is fading out as they help less and less....i know they aint my last resort of people to go to but i love them and it hurts alot when they reject me.

since i was seventeen i have been smacked around... Read More

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A Tragic World

VOL 8

1)   Forsaken to the living

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everybody ckeck out my myspace all my pics are on there and on mocospace i just started my account here and im looking forward to meeting new people

my myspace is thevampirechad.myspace.com

and my mocospace username is goth lover i havent been on there in a while though my computer hads been fucking up allot

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 ok so, if you have been paying attention to my page then you would know that i am new to NH have been trying depratley to meet people...

well right when i thought my luck had changed when i met a group of 20 year somethings from a local college that im going to be attending next fall i thought it was so awesome, they were awesome and i was having a blast...until last night...

ill leave really names out of this, but lets just call him bob, bob is one of the people i met he... Read More

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     Ok, so my day has been most horrible. Let's see, dead tired, mother and me getting into a horrible fight over science, economics, and politics, someone threating to beat my ass in math class, my boyfriend and me are on the outs, I am grounded, my grades suck although I've been working as hard as I can, my idiot of a drunken father has a paycheck so low we can only afford our housepayment from it.... the list goes on. I have not had any time to spend with my boyfriend... Read More

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