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Title: My Light in this Eterunal Darkness
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Blog Entry: My Light in this Eterunal Darkness As I lie on the floor watching my blood pool in a constent Growing puddle I wait then cringe as the next blow comes My head is lifted off the floor by the cruel hand of a mother Slammed back to the floor with a wet smack as I hear The cartliage in my nose crush a white blinding flash as I feel the blood rush from my toes to my head and the edges Of my vision slowly darken until there is only darkness As I come to I roll over and the blood is dried and pulling At my hair then the pain hits and washes over me in a Wave of agony I struggle to sit breaths coming in shallow and Hollow I see my silver handled blade to my right I stare into It the light reflecting into it and ask why has thou forsaken Me your loyal servent I slowly reach for the blade and Lower it to my wrist I feel the pain as I slide it across my Skin the blades bite is shallow I hesitate then stop I Remember why I stay and take the blows that rain down My light in this eterunal darkness my one and only saving Grace Lisa the love of my life forever and always So I slowly stand and grab the mop clean up as best I can Then try to find my sister who is hideing and force a smile As I try to calm her and tell her that mother is gone and it Won't happen again and that mommy is sorry and that she Didn't mean to hurt me and that everything is ok and all better Kalimadran